Monday, March 24, 2014

The Worst Message I've ever seen in my life :(

March 24, 2014
Monday,
8:30 p.m.
Happened: march 23, 2014, Sunday
Katelyn - my cutie girlfriend

          Yesterday, March 23rd, afternoon about 3-8, after Katelyn got home, she messaged me saying that, her parents said they might move to Texas after her promotion(graduation). While i was reading the message, my eyes started to turn watery, and I started crying. Then, instead of going to my aunt's house, i went to her house to talk to her, I stopped myself from crying, and met her outside her house.

          Then, she was trying to be happy, so i would be happy too and not sad, but it turns out, i cried infront of her for the first time. After that, I've been feeling really really sad that i don't know what I'm doing anymore. She knows that I will be sad for the whole week, and she hate seeing me sad, so she told me to be happy and made me promise her not to be sad, but i couldn't.

          I love her so much, I don't know what to do one day without her, she's like everything to me. There goes my 2/3 months with her, if she's going, I really don't want her to leave, within all her friends, I'll be the one dying inside for the longest time.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

The Weirdest Dream

March 22, 2014
Saturday
Started writing; 11:33am
Katelyn- my girlfriend :P
Joey - One of the friend that you can never ignore

            I went on bed at 1.45+, i was playing my "GoodNight" music album, the songs are:

  • Lucky - Jason Mraz
  • I won't give up - Jason Mraz
  • I'm yours - Jason Mraz
  • Marry Me - Train
  • others are all by Ariana Grande
Whenever I listen to the album, I fall asleep before Ariana Grande's songs starts playing. But at 2 a.m. and it was playing Ariana Grande's song, I started thinking of Katelyn because her favorite singer is Ariana and she likes singing her songs. (Everyone knows that whatever things you do or think before you sleep, goes into your dream)

            I fell asleep at 3 a.m. and while I was sleeping, I dreamed about something, in the beginning of the dream, My younger brother, stole something and the police found out that those things are in my house, they came to my house and try to take my brother to jail, but I defended him, I turn myself in and I was sentenced to jail for 5 years. And so the last day I meet with Katelyn, she said to break up, because I changed into a bad person, I told her I didn't, I was defending my younger brother, but she didn't trust me, so we did.

            While I was in jail for 5 years, my friend, Joey, came to visit me every single day and told me what happened everyday. In a week, Katelyn became a couple with another guy, Ivan D, and Joey was the one that talked to me the most.

            After 5 years of jail, I was free, but my younger brother turns out to be a drug addict, my grandpa, grandma and my dad died (for some reason), my mom then became successful on working and bought a bangalow. Katelyn then only know that i was telling the truth all the time, she ask me if we can be together again like use to, but i rejected it because she didn't trust me and we only became friends. Katelyn and Joey came to my house every Sunday, then I just lived my life. I woke up right after that and said to myself, that was some weird dream i had.